PT 1 its over!!

Yey!!PT1 its over..
at least i could enjoy my moment of deja vu for a while
before i will be buried with my books

so far during pt1, not bad la i can do my Law paper!!
and i am happy that i can answer all the question but markah itu i duno la
then the suckiest wan is F5.. performance management, i totally skrew da paper
yeah part of me like so lazy to study..
cus i was like aiya.. jus CVP, Pricing, ABC and ZBB.. sure can do wan!!
but then BItch la.. i totally skrew it all up.. dang!!
i shuden and never take things for granted..
i never felt so frust b4 in my CAT life.. tho got some of it is hard la..like audit which i will never get a clue of it at least i could write something and pass
but F5 i cant calculate it at all..tho i can answer the theory still
i really going to fail for my this test
GOSH... why did i ever enter this stupid course?
its like an never ending stress...
everytime when i achieve something but i still cant grab whole of it fully
gosh!!!
aigh!!
sorie its just moments of frust for not being able to do my test well!!
but F6 tax. is kinda good tho..
but also duno the marks la
usually in acca really weird wan
u tot u pass but in reality u fail!!

aiya dun wanna think bout it for the next one or two days..
I am going shopping tomorrow!!
hmmm... lets think ..
what should i buy??
shopping list.. for graduation nite
-waistbelt black in color wan
- heels with slinge- 3 inch
-bag..gold or red?
-make up-black and wite eye shadow
-necklace from diva!!

Must go shops!!
-Diva
-Nose
-Vincci
-Nichie
-Subway (eat la)
-Warehouse
-the lala shops aka Asian Avenue
-sub zero
shops that i cant really think of it rite nw!!
but i cant wait for tomorrow
and tomorrow nite got wedding dinner summore!!


yay!!drink till we get drunk and shout merdeka!! and suffer 2days later...

I passed

OMG.. I have pass my CAT.

finally!!PHEW!! after 24 hours of worries and nervousness finally it has come to an end and i can eat with peace again!! At least for awhile before i will be stress up again for my ACCA!!

but yeh, now i can officially graduate from CAT and i cant wait for my graduation day!!but CAT its only just the beginning of real stress and in ACCA will be alot more stress and working life will be even worst.


and from now onwards i really have to study really hard and take things seriously and no more last min.!!

finally it feel like i am alive again.. cus before checking my result i felt like fainting and really nervous and i shiverred in class and even when i go on9 using my HP to check my result.. i kept on entering the wrong add and id. My hands shiverred as i was clicking..

and when finally when i passed , i shouted," OMG i pass''.. and i hug my friend..sumore i like saying it so darn loud that alot of ppl in the library turn and look at me!!

hmm.. but anyway i really thank God that i pass le, cus without Him (God) i dun think i can really cope with it and seriously, before finals.


God really gave me a peaceful mind to study especially for my Audit paper cus seriously i dont have a clue bout it at all especially i cannot focus in class and alwis ponteng my audit class but i did self study at home la but still then i wasn that confident when doing Audit exam

but i decided to surrender everything to God and lay all my papers at His feet and just do my best.. so yeah, to God be all Glory.
Thank you so much!!!

anyway i really gotta eat d.. super hungry men..i haven eat since last night dinner lolz

I will be here by Steven Curtis Chapman

( i found out this song and its really nice and meaningful) well, i post the song in my bloggie n here is da lyric below!!)


Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I, I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
Cause I, I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to crying
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
Cause I will be here
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I, I will be here
As sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I, I will be here
I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
I, I will be here
And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I, I will be here
We'll be together
I will be here

18th of August

it comming out tomorrow. OMG! i am really super anxious, scared and nervous. and though i cant do anything about it but dang!! i am still a human and i do have feelings.

actually if u dont know what i am talking about, i am talking bout my final result for CAT.
SIGH!! i really hate getting result and having to go online to check it out!

seriously, I really hope i didnt fail any of my papers if not then i will have to stay back in CAT and the worst of it all is that everybody will know that you have failed and they will say something that you will never wanna hear!

Gosh, over all i dont really think i did badly in any of my papers.. but who knows, in ACCA everything is unpredictable even u think u did good but u might still fail the paper!
and that whole week lecturers were like consoling all of us in ACCA that well look at the brighter side even if u fail it is not end of the world and stuff like that!
LET ME TELL YOU SUMTHING.. u all were exacly like us when you were still studing! i bet u guys were also scared when getting result!

Aigh, then again tomorrow we are having law test. I Mean do we even seriously hav the mood to do the test?
Sighh!!! why are they so inconsiderate?
c'mon man, give us a break.. tomorrow we are getting result and we still have our normal classes is already hard for us all to concentrate in classes and

NOW YOU ARE TELLING US THAT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE CLASS TEST ON MONDAY!!

gosh even now i haven started revising yet for the test tomorrow. i cant concentrate at all..

i really do feel like crying!!

sometimes i really wonder am i making a serious mistake for taking this course? i already know the consequences and am i so darn stupid to take up this challenge?
well in ACCA actually not bad le but when it comes to exams its like a huge pain in the ass and also the brain!!

sigh! Lord i know i cant do anything bout it now.. but i know that before exam during that a month plus of stressing period, u gave me strength to cope on and i do feel peace when i study and i hardly feel any stress back then.. and i know even during exam, i surrendered my papers to you and that i am going to trust you that i am going to do well in all my papers..

so Lord, though i am still really anxious, i am going to surrender whatever the result is in your hands.. i did all i ever could.. and i really did my best.
And i really hope that you will bless my papers and even when i pass, i will continue to press on n study harder!

so yeh..left 24hours more before getting my result!!!

stay tune.. bye!

BIA

I really wanna throw all my books away sometimes.
I really dont think i have any life after entering ACCA.
Its really hard sometime
And i really dont know who am i now.
SIgh...