18th of August

it comming out tomorrow. OMG! i am really super anxious, scared and nervous. and though i cant do anything about it but dang!! i am still a human and i do have feelings.

actually if u dont know what i am talking about, i am talking bout my final result for CAT.
SIGH!! i really hate getting result and having to go online to check it out!

seriously, I really hope i didnt fail any of my papers if not then i will have to stay back in CAT and the worst of it all is that everybody will know that you have failed and they will say something that you will never wanna hear!

Gosh, over all i dont really think i did badly in any of my papers.. but who knows, in ACCA everything is unpredictable even u think u did good but u might still fail the paper!
and that whole week lecturers were like consoling all of us in ACCA that well look at the brighter side even if u fail it is not end of the world and stuff like that!
LET ME TELL YOU SUMTHING.. u all were exacly like us when you were still studing! i bet u guys were also scared when getting result!

Aigh, then again tomorrow we are having law test. I Mean do we even seriously hav the mood to do the test?
Sighh!!! why are they so inconsiderate?
c'mon man, give us a break.. tomorrow we are getting result and we still have our normal classes is already hard for us all to concentrate in classes and

NOW YOU ARE TELLING US THAT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE CLASS TEST ON MONDAY!!

gosh even now i haven started revising yet for the test tomorrow. i cant concentrate at all..

i really do feel like crying!!

sometimes i really wonder am i making a serious mistake for taking this course? i already know the consequences and am i so darn stupid to take up this challenge?
well in ACCA actually not bad le but when it comes to exams its like a huge pain in the ass and also the brain!!

sigh! Lord i know i cant do anything bout it now.. but i know that before exam during that a month plus of stressing period, u gave me strength to cope on and i do feel peace when i study and i hardly feel any stress back then.. and i know even during exam, i surrendered my papers to you and that i am going to trust you that i am going to do well in all my papers..

so Lord, though i am still really anxious, i am going to surrender whatever the result is in your hands.. i did all i ever could.. and i really did my best.
And i really hope that you will bless my papers and even when i pass, i will continue to press on n study harder!

so yeh..left 24hours more before getting my result!!!

stay tune.. bye!