wondering...

well,its my second post.. i wanted to change my blog skin but i cant find da skin i wanted.. may be i am alwis picky thats why!! gosh i have to change not to be that picky.

ok fine, change topic..well i was really wondering does everybody change that fast?well i really got no clue bout that..mayb i was still kinda upset when somebody once i really quite look up to and trust change so much..seriously i tot eventho we dont see each other in a long time but sume how at least he should not forget me that fast

thats the reason why i really hate to trust ppl some times..cus they never kept their word. gosh y am i feeling so emo now?? humph... but seriously i really miss that friendship i really wish it dosent have to change.. sometimes it seem lik i dont even know who he is now. owh well, of couse i dont know him now.

well i dont hate him or angry..err or i shud say a lil angry but i dun think i shud blame it all on him it was my fault also cus i didnt maintain the friendship.i was too caught up with my college life and other stuff until i realize that it was too late cause our friendship have drifted apart. somehow i just has this feeling that our friendship can never be as close as last time cause even if i really wanted it to, i think i too late maybe half of the reason is that cause it is better to stay that way. i dont want to be close to a friend who has change so much.. it is much better if we remain as aquaintance.

Gosh.. i am too caught up with those thinking stuff until i forgot its time to bathe.. i need to go and bathe now..