darling me,

I know that you are starting to feel the stress now! but hang on.. you can do it!

Christ is Your Hope
when you cant COPE.

I really dont know wheather you are making the right choice but once you are in it then just continue with it! Dont Give Up!!

No Pain No Gain, right?

Gurl, you're the best and you must really study hard!
Stay focus and don't be easily distracted!!

Its only 2nd part of ACCA first sem. So you must Hang ON!

YOU CAN DO IT GURL!! CUS THERE IS CHRIST WHO WILL STRENGTHENS YOU


-praise-

OMG I've found out who is my 'twin'

shock! surprised! ironic!~
OMG OMG and OMG!!

I found out who has the same name with me in my class!!
*yeah you heard my rite!! SAME NAME WITH ME!

EXCEPT her name is Praise Tai.

and i also found out who is she d!

she has been sitting at the back of me few times n but now oni i found out!

GOSH!!

i am feeling so like un-unique now cus i got somebody with the same name as me and IN THE SAME CLASS!!

I am going to say HI when i sees her in college tomoro!!

I wonder now who is the good and who is the evil one??*smirk*

i already had a commend from Ah Ng Wei Ping that i am the evil one !! lolz * sob sob

and the ironey still continues on....
and the song IRONIC by Alanis Morisette is playing in my head right now!!

My first confrence after two yrs.

Today confrence was kinda cool.. and its like so darn long time i didnt go for confrence d. CB Sam. came to our church before ( in ruby cinema ther) and i still remember he thaught us all a tamil song and got action wan also..
but then i forgot how it goes dy..

Anyway since so long didnt go for confrence d, i tend to lose focus very fast even when some times ps. preach i lose focus darn fast.. but today i sit like darn front so i dun dare to lose focus!

Hmm.. let me recall back what he preaches.. i remember he says alot bout wealth and how we uses it.
One part i remember he says that We shouldn be enjoying wealth all by ourself when there is people out there suffering. Hmm.. i think for me thats the hardest thing to do.. and maybe i should learn and practise doing it LOLZ!!

Oyeah.. i also remembered bout he told us his vision..here it goes:

He was in heaven one day, then as he entered heaven he saw Heaven's Bank and there are angel greeting him.. then he ask the angel,'Why is there Bank in Heaven?'
then the angel replied ' Hey, CB Sam. So you can withdraw money in heaven and then go for shopping.'
So then CB Sam. wanted to check his account and withdraw money.
The angel then check his bank account and then said ' Sorry. you have nil balance in your bank account'
CB was shock and replied' but then i just arrived heaven and havent withdraw money yet'
the angel then explain' well, bro, CB. to invest in Heaven's Bank, it starts when you are still on earth.' On earth you sohold gave your property to the poor and then you invest and received your wealth in Heaven.

And then suddenly...
A really big size guy appear. And also wanted to check his bank balance. and the angel said ' Sorry brother but you have overdrawn your account'
the big size guy replied " but i just arrived heaven"
the angel again explained" well, while you were on earth though you donate to the poor and gave to those who are in need but then everytime you gave, You spread around and tell others what u gave and repeatedly doing it. Remember, Dont let your left hand knows what your right hand does."

so well, in conclusion from his vision, he says.. "INVEST YOUR WEALTH IN HEAVEN AND NOT ON EARTH"

hmm.. i cant really remember much le..I did listen but then maybe just cant really remember right now LOLZ..

the worship was nice also le.. its was like God's presence was there but then still there are issues in my life that i stil need time to correct it" and i need lotsa thinking!
Jus hopes that things really does get better for me!!

emo bitch

GOSH am i turning into an EMO BITCH??

>> i bitch bout almost everyting!!aigh!

>>sorry!! seriously i just couldnt understand myself either!!

>> i know that i have change alot and sometimes i miss the old me!! I MISS U lots!!

>>but i know i am not depressed just alot.. of things going through my brain ryte now!
AND sometimes i do take it out on ppl.. especially my mum!! sorry mum!!

>>GOSH!! SHUT UP already!!
and sorry for the darn short bitch post!

seriously i really wanna bitch but then again i decided not to cus i am like so darn lazy to type la! and i am not in the mood! BAD MOOD!!

i really wanna just spill everything out on da bloggie but then somehow i just cant!! its just hard to express feelings sometimes!

sorry peeps, u may not understand wut did i just blog!! and u dont have to!! i will try to blog something much more interesting when my mood is back on track..

totally turn-off

• guys with bad BO.. lyk duh!! seriously, nobody likes humans with bad body odour. I mean at least, pleaassee.. just get a deodorant la.. it dosent cost that much anyway! seriously sometimes when guys sweat lots, its like 'OMG that dude stinks real bad' and its a turn off

• no offence, but guys should be somewhat fit. I mean its not like getting muscle, 6 pax and all but stay balance la..

seriously, to most guys, they complaint about gurl's bodies and how it suppose to be. ( gurls suppose to be slim and all) Hey, same goes to the girls.. most gurls dont like overweight guys!

• un-gentlemen! yeah.. you heard me right. its one of the major turn off to a gurl. at least la, help a gurl to carry some books if u see her carring loads of them!! Just lend a hand le.. tho

• know the limit when it comes to talk dirty ( horney)! lolz seriously, i mean as a joke its ok le but still then just dont go off the limit la.. like talking bout 'porn' when gurls are around. it is rather annoying , discusting, and a bastard.. and a TURN OFF !!its like saying gurls are some kind of slut or 'cheap'

• physical appearance. its not like guys have to be as perfect as Prince Charming but then at least make an effort to take care of your looks la.. same thing applies there if guys dun like gurls whole face filled with zits, then gurls also dunt like guys face filled wit zits !! DUH!!

• Dress Code. dress somewhat well.. not dress to kill but at least put effort in when it comes to choosing clothes.. you are wearing the clothes and not the clothes wearing you! it not bout the brand, the clothes could cost RM 10 to RM 10k but if the clothes really suits that person, he will look good no matter how he looks!

• cocky guys!! most gurls feels like slapping him on the face! *slap*

• 'Guys with no balls' what i mean is guys with no guts to strike a convosation with a gurl. come on la, if gurls can strike a convo with guys, then if guys cant do it then it would be like err..[insert word here]

• SDA!! Stupid Dumb and Annoying!!

oyeah, this are not like high expectation from gurls.. its just basics and it COMMON SENSE!!

p/s: Male By Birth But Man By Choice!

She's Hawt, He is not

Owhmygawd!! its my first day in acca.. i mean i was kinda excided yet i know suffering is yet to come.. some how.. :(

its the first day in ACCA so gurls are checking out the guys and guys are checking out the gurls..
or maybe its like only me who i checking the guys out
cus the gurl beside me is like..

' u know who u r la'

CHECKING GURLS OUT!!

lolz but i do hav to agree with you that our class got lotsa hawt chicks and of course thats including me!! ahem*

but sad things is like there is no hawt guys in our class.. aigh IS A HUGE DISSAPOINTMENT FOR US GIRLS!!

maybe thers a few that had 'not bad' looking la.. somewhere above average.. but thats only a few la..

and yeah, i am going to make a move to get to know them..

but gosh.. da class is HUGE!! and stuffy.. and darn air cond dosent work!

and its kinda hard to make new friends.. cus theres just too many peeps..

yeah, but i am going to make more effort to get to know more new friends.. to widen my 'connection' lols

then again theres alot of hawt chicks so its kinda 'so blessed for the guys'

yeh, thats my first day of class.. mainly checking ppl out..

men, i am like darn tired d, i didn sleep for more than 24 hours d..

really have to sleep soon and looking good 2moro!