Graduation Picx

Lets talk bout CAT graduation day..

hmm, what should i say bout da day?

da day begin with i kept on imagining that i will fall off the stairs on the graduation stage..

Yeah i know its really weird imagination.. But i kept on thinking wht if i fall off the stage? what

will happen next? Its gonna super embarssing for sure.

but anyway i didnt fall off the stage le.

hmmm.. to summarise the whole graduation thingy,

it was really tiring,

i had sore feet,

headache

, they provided yucky food and

boring speech that i almost fall a sleep and

the graduation hall was darn cold.

but for all the negative stuff i mention above, there's one thing i did enjoy lots and

thats cam-whoring time!!

Sry.. for the delay...But this is Our Graduation Pictures..

thats all the group picz. I lazy to upload all other pictures le.. cus there are lots and lots more!!!

finally PT2 its over!!

yaaHOOO!!
PT2 its over..
Darn right i am HAPPIE!
well, at least for now.
hmm, what i wanna do leh, for this one week?
-shopping :P
-watch movie ( eagle's eye)
-catch up with friends
-spend some 'me' time
-sleep.. i really need lot and lots of sleep
-bake brownie. (chococheese brownie)
-jamming
-Online more often
-study law, mock 2weeks after raya
-F5 and F6.. mock is in 2weeks time after raya.
-go Pre-U? see first la..not at the top of my list
-cook food. wut food?
-go joging with mum


hmm..yeah hohohoh holiday!!!

51%, 33% and 64%

i got my progress test 1 result and the marks are not that impressive especially my f5 paper.. i failed. :(
sometimes i really wonder will i ever get through this time? i may graduate from CAT but will i ever graduate from ACCA (in my targeted time?)

but at least i pass my law paper and tax in my test.. but i doubt i will pass law in pt2. its really hard and lots to memorise. :( I really wanna make it thru . I really want to but sometime the future is just so unclear for me.

sigh..and the 33%? i hope i will make it thru for pt2 this time for f5.
well i may not blog as often as last i used to. really bz and
i really need a life..

i really do.. i really hope i will make it thru this paper for my finals.

Beware! if ur intention is to criticize this post then DONT READ THIS!!

I was in Emerge yesterday.It was not in my list of intention to go for Emerge 08 tho its like already a culture for me to go every year for 3nights. But seriously, it was a last minuite thing that i decided to go.

But i am glad that i did went there.

There is something special with the people over there and that is Passion for God and also live. Yeah, and it is also something that have gone missing from me for a very long time. I tried many ways to find back things that have gone missing from me but somehow i still just cant find it.

Whole evening at Emerge really kept me thinking where is my passion for God? Where's my passion to do the things that i really love? The more God convince me of his presence, the more i walk away from it.. there just so much i questions in my head that i am dying to ask and really want to express my feelings.

I remember that i used to express my feelings freely and there is always someone who will help me throught it either directly or indirectly but somehow now everythings change. I Just cant simply tell people the confusion i am going through and frustration i am in

And what more if it is a spritual one!

And yeah Emerge was awesome! but i only when for the last night. So, Pastor Kong didn preach yesterday but there is a few celebreties gave their testiomonies 2 are taiwaniese and 1 from Hong Kong.

The testimony from HK was from Fung Bo Bo. ( your parents might know who is that) she is really famous in her time and yeah, her testimony was really impressive yesterday. I was in tears when i heard her testimony.

Later after her testimony, there was an alter call for non christian and back-slidders. And yep, that the one for me, i knew it. Somehow, i know deep inside of me that i really wanted to go back to God. For me, its like really long time i didn go out for an alter call but i know yesterday somehow i need to step out from my sit and go out.. i always been running away from alter calls that i know it is meant for me.

And yeah again, i went out... I know God's presence is there and i could feel his tenderness of his love for me. I could feel God's hug and that moment was like all problems just flush away from me and all i really wanted was to reconcile back with God..

but somehow there is always confusion in me. I really dont know. Somehow i just know that if i continue the state i am in now i will never move on to the next level. What i meant was wheter i should just change church??

I just dont know. Sometimes i just dont feel that i just belong there anymore And i need a place that i feel belong there. My parents always says that," You know, now a days u dont really and regularly attend church anymore and you've change alot ever since u did that, what's becoming of you?'' are you even still a christian cus u are not acting like one''


That word really hurt me like a knife that cut my heart. I mean how could my parents be so not understanding? They didn even ask me or intent to find out the reason why and just jump into a conclusion.

Of course i do have a cg and i hav accountable partner but again i am not regular there and i am not even close to him or her and deffinately its stupid to tell that person my problems cus its not like he or she could be of any help.. So dont make assumtion that i always go CG with that someone dosent mean that we are buddies , i go CG with him or her is because i needed one and if i dont go CG and again they will relate me wit XYZ!!

And i dont have to explain why cus nobody will understand anyway. All they could just think of is because of XYZ.. well the answer is yes and no. Yes is when i am in my previous cell, i fell like home and belong. but now no! after most of them have move on, i dont feel belong there anyway.

Like yesterday in Emerge i saw some church people and they are like so darn unfriendly. Didnt even bother to say hi, when they saw you! Common, its not like we don know each other.. Or as if so. Maybe sometimes i really do think after you are not close there anymore, they will just act as if that they dont even know you! What a shame!

Sometimes i really think that a non christian is better than a christian.. and that is they are much more friendlier and real. and not being plastic aka just being nice because they have to!! I used to think that christians are the best people to be around with but i was totally wrong.. I remember someone i used to look up too also wrote in his blog tht Non christian are better than christians..

but not all of course just some!!

yeah, i you are wondering, I am really frustrated to bear with all this crap. I just cant be who i wanna b there. And if i continue on like this i know i will surely turn away from God.

It also like i dont want to invest in some thing that i know i will never reap a profit in it.It wil be totally waste of time.

And i dont want this to happen cus i am really tired of just forcing myself to do things i dont want to do and to be commited to a place that where my heart has left!

I am giving everything a try, hoping that things will finally change but somehow i just know that my heart dont belong there anymore. I know not all people there is like that but still most of them i know are partly or wholly like that.

Anyway, is just partly of the things i bloged.. theres just to much private stuff that it is inappropriate to blog here.. I never intended to hurt anybody's feeling indirectly and if i did then sorry..

It just part of expressing my feelings on blog and in blog you can write anyting you want.. but i dont mean to hurt anybody..

and thats the reason why i told you not to read this post!!!

PT 1 its over!!

Yey!!PT1 its over..
at least i could enjoy my moment of deja vu for a while
before i will be buried with my books

so far during pt1, not bad la i can do my Law paper!!
and i am happy that i can answer all the question but markah itu i duno la
then the suckiest wan is F5.. performance management, i totally skrew da paper
yeah part of me like so lazy to study..
cus i was like aiya.. jus CVP, Pricing, ABC and ZBB.. sure can do wan!!
but then BItch la.. i totally skrew it all up.. dang!!
i shuden and never take things for granted..
i never felt so frust b4 in my CAT life.. tho got some of it is hard la..like audit which i will never get a clue of it at least i could write something and pass
but F5 i cant calculate it at all..tho i can answer the theory still
i really going to fail for my this test
GOSH... why did i ever enter this stupid course?
its like an never ending stress...
everytime when i achieve something but i still cant grab whole of it fully
gosh!!!
aigh!!
sorie its just moments of frust for not being able to do my test well!!
but F6 tax. is kinda good tho..
but also duno the marks la
usually in acca really weird wan
u tot u pass but in reality u fail!!

aiya dun wanna think bout it for the next one or two days..
I am going shopping tomorrow!!
hmmm... lets think ..
what should i buy??
shopping list.. for graduation nite
-waistbelt black in color wan
- heels with slinge- 3 inch
-bag..gold or red?
-make up-black and wite eye shadow
-necklace from diva!!

Must go shops!!
-Diva
-Nose
-Vincci
-Nichie
-Subway (eat la)
-Warehouse
-the lala shops aka Asian Avenue
-sub zero
shops that i cant really think of it rite nw!!
but i cant wait for tomorrow
and tomorrow nite got wedding dinner summore!!


yay!!drink till we get drunk and shout merdeka!! and suffer 2days later...

I passed

OMG.. I have pass my CAT.

finally!!PHEW!! after 24 hours of worries and nervousness finally it has come to an end and i can eat with peace again!! At least for awhile before i will be stress up again for my ACCA!!

but yeh, now i can officially graduate from CAT and i cant wait for my graduation day!!but CAT its only just the beginning of real stress and in ACCA will be alot more stress and working life will be even worst.


and from now onwards i really have to study really hard and take things seriously and no more last min.!!

finally it feel like i am alive again.. cus before checking my result i felt like fainting and really nervous and i shiverred in class and even when i go on9 using my HP to check my result.. i kept on entering the wrong add and id. My hands shiverred as i was clicking..

and when finally when i passed , i shouted," OMG i pass''.. and i hug my friend..sumore i like saying it so darn loud that alot of ppl in the library turn and look at me!!

hmm.. but anyway i really thank God that i pass le, cus without Him (God) i dun think i can really cope with it and seriously, before finals.


God really gave me a peaceful mind to study especially for my Audit paper cus seriously i dont have a clue bout it at all especially i cannot focus in class and alwis ponteng my audit class but i did self study at home la but still then i wasn that confident when doing Audit exam

but i decided to surrender everything to God and lay all my papers at His feet and just do my best.. so yeah, to God be all Glory.
Thank you so much!!!

anyway i really gotta eat d.. super hungry men..i haven eat since last night dinner lolz

I will be here by Steven Curtis Chapman

( i found out this song and its really nice and meaningful) well, i post the song in my bloggie n here is da lyric below!!)


Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I, I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
Cause I, I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to crying
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
Cause I will be here
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I, I will be here
As sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I, I will be here
I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
I, I will be here
And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I, I will be here
We'll be together
I will be here

18th of August

it comming out tomorrow. OMG! i am really super anxious, scared and nervous. and though i cant do anything about it but dang!! i am still a human and i do have feelings.

actually if u dont know what i am talking about, i am talking bout my final result for CAT.
SIGH!! i really hate getting result and having to go online to check it out!

seriously, I really hope i didnt fail any of my papers if not then i will have to stay back in CAT and the worst of it all is that everybody will know that you have failed and they will say something that you will never wanna hear!

Gosh, over all i dont really think i did badly in any of my papers.. but who knows, in ACCA everything is unpredictable even u think u did good but u might still fail the paper!
and that whole week lecturers were like consoling all of us in ACCA that well look at the brighter side even if u fail it is not end of the world and stuff like that!
LET ME TELL YOU SUMTHING.. u all were exacly like us when you were still studing! i bet u guys were also scared when getting result!

Aigh, then again tomorrow we are having law test. I Mean do we even seriously hav the mood to do the test?
Sighh!!! why are they so inconsiderate?
c'mon man, give us a break.. tomorrow we are getting result and we still have our normal classes is already hard for us all to concentrate in classes and

NOW YOU ARE TELLING US THAT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE CLASS TEST ON MONDAY!!

gosh even now i haven started revising yet for the test tomorrow. i cant concentrate at all..

i really do feel like crying!!

sometimes i really wonder am i making a serious mistake for taking this course? i already know the consequences and am i so darn stupid to take up this challenge?
well in ACCA actually not bad le but when it comes to exams its like a huge pain in the ass and also the brain!!

sigh! Lord i know i cant do anything bout it now.. but i know that before exam during that a month plus of stressing period, u gave me strength to cope on and i do feel peace when i study and i hardly feel any stress back then.. and i know even during exam, i surrendered my papers to you and that i am going to trust you that i am going to do well in all my papers..

so Lord, though i am still really anxious, i am going to surrender whatever the result is in your hands.. i did all i ever could.. and i really did my best.
And i really hope that you will bless my papers and even when i pass, i will continue to press on n study harder!

so yeh..left 24hours more before getting my result!!!

stay tune.. bye!

BIA

I really wanna throw all my books away sometimes.
I really dont think i have any life after entering ACCA.
Its really hard sometime
And i really dont know who am i now.
SIgh...

darling me,

I know that you are starting to feel the stress now! but hang on.. you can do it!

Christ is Your Hope
when you cant COPE.

I really dont know wheather you are making the right choice but once you are in it then just continue with it! Dont Give Up!!

No Pain No Gain, right?

Gurl, you're the best and you must really study hard!
Stay focus and don't be easily distracted!!

Its only 2nd part of ACCA first sem. So you must Hang ON!

YOU CAN DO IT GURL!! CUS THERE IS CHRIST WHO WILL STRENGTHENS YOU


-praise-

OMG I've found out who is my 'twin'

shock! surprised! ironic!~
OMG OMG and OMG!!

I found out who has the same name with me in my class!!
*yeah you heard my rite!! SAME NAME WITH ME!

EXCEPT her name is Praise Tai.

and i also found out who is she d!

she has been sitting at the back of me few times n but now oni i found out!

GOSH!!

i am feeling so like un-unique now cus i got somebody with the same name as me and IN THE SAME CLASS!!

I am going to say HI when i sees her in college tomoro!!

I wonder now who is the good and who is the evil one??*smirk*

i already had a commend from Ah Ng Wei Ping that i am the evil one !! lolz * sob sob

and the ironey still continues on....
and the song IRONIC by Alanis Morisette is playing in my head right now!!

My first confrence after two yrs.

Today confrence was kinda cool.. and its like so darn long time i didnt go for confrence d. CB Sam. came to our church before ( in ruby cinema ther) and i still remember he thaught us all a tamil song and got action wan also..
but then i forgot how it goes dy..

Anyway since so long didnt go for confrence d, i tend to lose focus very fast even when some times ps. preach i lose focus darn fast.. but today i sit like darn front so i dun dare to lose focus!

Hmm.. let me recall back what he preaches.. i remember he says alot bout wealth and how we uses it.
One part i remember he says that We shouldn be enjoying wealth all by ourself when there is people out there suffering. Hmm.. i think for me thats the hardest thing to do.. and maybe i should learn and practise doing it LOLZ!!

Oyeah.. i also remembered bout he told us his vision..here it goes:

He was in heaven one day, then as he entered heaven he saw Heaven's Bank and there are angel greeting him.. then he ask the angel,'Why is there Bank in Heaven?'
then the angel replied ' Hey, CB Sam. So you can withdraw money in heaven and then go for shopping.'
So then CB Sam. wanted to check his account and withdraw money.
The angel then check his bank account and then said ' Sorry. you have nil balance in your bank account'
CB was shock and replied' but then i just arrived heaven and havent withdraw money yet'
the angel then explain' well, bro, CB. to invest in Heaven's Bank, it starts when you are still on earth.' On earth you sohold gave your property to the poor and then you invest and received your wealth in Heaven.

And then suddenly...
A really big size guy appear. And also wanted to check his bank balance. and the angel said ' Sorry brother but you have overdrawn your account'
the big size guy replied " but i just arrived heaven"
the angel again explained" well, while you were on earth though you donate to the poor and gave to those who are in need but then everytime you gave, You spread around and tell others what u gave and repeatedly doing it. Remember, Dont let your left hand knows what your right hand does."

so well, in conclusion from his vision, he says.. "INVEST YOUR WEALTH IN HEAVEN AND NOT ON EARTH"

hmm.. i cant really remember much le..I did listen but then maybe just cant really remember right now LOLZ..

the worship was nice also le.. its was like God's presence was there but then still there are issues in my life that i stil need time to correct it" and i need lotsa thinking!
Jus hopes that things really does get better for me!!

emo bitch

GOSH am i turning into an EMO BITCH??

>> i bitch bout almost everyting!!aigh!

>>sorry!! seriously i just couldnt understand myself either!!

>> i know that i have change alot and sometimes i miss the old me!! I MISS U lots!!

>>but i know i am not depressed just alot.. of things going through my brain ryte now!
AND sometimes i do take it out on ppl.. especially my mum!! sorry mum!!

>>GOSH!! SHUT UP already!!
and sorry for the darn short bitch post!

seriously i really wanna bitch but then again i decided not to cus i am like so darn lazy to type la! and i am not in the mood! BAD MOOD!!

i really wanna just spill everything out on da bloggie but then somehow i just cant!! its just hard to express feelings sometimes!

sorry peeps, u may not understand wut did i just blog!! and u dont have to!! i will try to blog something much more interesting when my mood is back on track..

totally turn-off

• guys with bad BO.. lyk duh!! seriously, nobody likes humans with bad body odour. I mean at least, pleaassee.. just get a deodorant la.. it dosent cost that much anyway! seriously sometimes when guys sweat lots, its like 'OMG that dude stinks real bad' and its a turn off

• no offence, but guys should be somewhat fit. I mean its not like getting muscle, 6 pax and all but stay balance la..

seriously, to most guys, they complaint about gurl's bodies and how it suppose to be. ( gurls suppose to be slim and all) Hey, same goes to the girls.. most gurls dont like overweight guys!

• un-gentlemen! yeah.. you heard me right. its one of the major turn off to a gurl. at least la, help a gurl to carry some books if u see her carring loads of them!! Just lend a hand le.. tho

• know the limit when it comes to talk dirty ( horney)! lolz seriously, i mean as a joke its ok le but still then just dont go off the limit la.. like talking bout 'porn' when gurls are around. it is rather annoying , discusting, and a bastard.. and a TURN OFF !!its like saying gurls are some kind of slut or 'cheap'

• physical appearance. its not like guys have to be as perfect as Prince Charming but then at least make an effort to take care of your looks la.. same thing applies there if guys dun like gurls whole face filled with zits, then gurls also dunt like guys face filled wit zits !! DUH!!

• Dress Code. dress somewhat well.. not dress to kill but at least put effort in when it comes to choosing clothes.. you are wearing the clothes and not the clothes wearing you! it not bout the brand, the clothes could cost RM 10 to RM 10k but if the clothes really suits that person, he will look good no matter how he looks!

• cocky guys!! most gurls feels like slapping him on the face! *slap*

• 'Guys with no balls' what i mean is guys with no guts to strike a convosation with a gurl. come on la, if gurls can strike a convo with guys, then if guys cant do it then it would be like err..[insert word here]

• SDA!! Stupid Dumb and Annoying!!

oyeah, this are not like high expectation from gurls.. its just basics and it COMMON SENSE!!

p/s: Male By Birth But Man By Choice!

She's Hawt, He is not

Owhmygawd!! its my first day in acca.. i mean i was kinda excided yet i know suffering is yet to come.. some how.. :(

its the first day in ACCA so gurls are checking out the guys and guys are checking out the gurls..
or maybe its like only me who i checking the guys out
cus the gurl beside me is like..

' u know who u r la'

CHECKING GURLS OUT!!

lolz but i do hav to agree with you that our class got lotsa hawt chicks and of course thats including me!! ahem*

but sad things is like there is no hawt guys in our class.. aigh IS A HUGE DISSAPOINTMENT FOR US GIRLS!!

maybe thers a few that had 'not bad' looking la.. somewhere above average.. but thats only a few la..

and yeah, i am going to make a move to get to know them..

but gosh.. da class is HUGE!! and stuffy.. and darn air cond dosent work!

and its kinda hard to make new friends.. cus theres just too many peeps..

yeah, but i am going to make more effort to get to know more new friends.. to widen my 'connection' lols

then again theres alot of hawt chicks so its kinda 'so blessed for the guys'

yeh, thats my first day of class.. mainly checking ppl out..

men, i am like darn tired d, i didn sleep for more than 24 hours d..

really have to sleep soon and looking good 2moro!

if you dont like CAT , u will hate ACCA

I received my new timetable today,online and i was darn shocked to see

'OMG i am having classes everyday and OMG again cus i will be in the same class as before'

not that i dont like my current class but then... AIGH!! forget bout it la...
Maybe it just meant to be that way tho its hard for me to accept it but maybe soon i will.

and yeah,OMG i got classes everyday. in CAT not everyday got class i also like 'ponteng d'
actually only audit class i ponteng nia la.. but now in acca everyday got class then die la..

Ok, that die word i learnt it from my seniors ( friends) wan.

'Die la you in ACCA'

darn bad ryte they all!!
maybe i will die.. as in not physically but maybe mentally and emotionally!

then again i am worried bout my CAT result.. tho i think i did ok but then just worried that ok turns out not ok.

and also tho i am kinda confident that i do ok but some how i am still worried that i dint do well.

hmm.. its kinda complicated you know..

it like i dont wanna go ACCA so soon but i dont wanna fail my CAT papers and stuck in CAT because of that papers.

AIGH...

there's so many thoughts that are going through my head right now.. and i am trying not to think bout it
cus the more i tink bout it the more complicated it gets..

but

if i dont think bout it then.. ' well actually its hard not to think bout it or not then my brain will be
empty and its hard to keep my brain empty'

humphh...

forget bout it la.. i lazy to type d..

* sorry for the boring post that is kinda non-sense or make you go swt!!

look does not matter after marriage?

I was in the car yesterday after dinner, as i was listening to the radio station , the radio dj prompt this question.. which i think it really worth the thinking. Physical appearance does not matter after marriage?


Hack, of cause i does matter.. or suppose thats wut i think. but then still there's alot of ppl after their marriage like maybe after 10 and above.. and after having little tots, chicks and guys physical appearance started from average to really bad.

yeah, seriously now even if u walk down the street it aint easy to find hawt dad and mum. aunties will usually hav the body shape of an aunty.

So does looks still matter after marriage?

I mean before marriage, most of us or all of us will make our effort to look our very best to attract the attention of the oppersite sex. I mean that is obviously the main reason rite?

but then after marriage, who to impress except your spouse? I mean after marriage you dont go on to impress or attract the oppersite sex attention other then ur spouse.

(hmm.. in deep thought)

I remember asking my friend this question. and his reply was ' that looks does not really matter cos when you are married you belong solely to that person and there's no need to put in so much effort in attracting their attention.'

what will i be like in 20 years time? imagine me with aunty's body shape and my hubby with huge tummy and flabby arms?'

( I am trying to imagine here ok!!!)

ewwwwh.... no way men! OMG OMG OMG!!! NnOOOooo way i wanna be like that.

Owh..God help. Get that imagination out of my head.. it is so ewwwh!!!

Men, i think i need to start exercising. Nither i wanna be like that in future nor i want my hubby to look like that.. It's kinda turn off u know!

but still then i think either married or not, i think people should look their very best. and put in even more effort after you get married cos of course as u get older you need to take extra care of your skin ryte? and eat rite. so that we can be healthy.

yeah, and because we only hav like one life to live so of course la.. make the best out of it.. I mean besides being successful we are all responsible to keep our good looks. :)

and of course i do not agree on that opinion. Like duhhh...

ms. fashionista,baby!!

random shot by shi yee!~!

trying some outfit at the mall.. men, i really do love shopping so darn much!! but this time i really do need to shop for some dresses for my cousie's wedding and for my CAT graduation dinner!! shopping for something glamourous, classy and sexy but which dont make me look like a slut.. or sluttery!! maybe something glittery or shinny..hmm

thats me and shi yee, my ex- high school babe! and shopping buddypose for the camera!


don't we jus look fab? hah.. i really love that glittery dress but i dunt tink i will go for black again tho. hmm..( undecided) but i do look darn good in that dress!

another random shot!

there's one dress which is after this dress, which look darn nice and gorgeous but when i wore it, it makes me look like some wrap up lacy curtain... (that's bad) its a big no no!and i am not going to publish that pic on blog!!!

but

Shi Yee, look darn gorgeous in that white lacy dress.. is like the dress is so meant for you! cus you are darn slim so that dress really fits you well!

that dress looks nice too.. but i look darn fat in it.. so its a no!

nice but nauty pink halter and hot sexy red dress!

shi yee, u look nice in almost everything!cus u are darn slim.. aigh i am jealous of u, gurl...

alas, we took almost an hour trying on 3 clothes.. and not buying any cus i jus wanna check out more gorgeous dresses sumwhere else.. but then again we hav a date with the cinema so.. its like we kinda hav to rush off ther..

awwwh.. i love this picure lots!

Day trip to Genting

On Monday, that is yesturday Li Hsia,Li Hsia Brother ( i dun know wut is his name la..)cus Li Hsia dun wanna tell ,Darshini ,Vanessa,and me went Genting.

Aigh.. it wasnt a great trip that all of us hope to remember though i still like going out with you people

We shud go Genting again someday.. but pls remember to read the weather forecast ya!!lolz

here are some pictures and updates on the trips.. all of us are in the pictures except Li Hsia brother cus he is the photographer ^-^!!

finally,we reached Gombak station. I mean actually at first we suppose to take bus to Genting from KL central but then ticket to Genting at 8.30 had been sold out and only have ticket after 10.30 and its like so darn late!!

..so tats why we took the train to Gombak and bought ticket f0r 9.30 there..!!

we reached Genting at around 10.30 and so OMG!!! so see so darn many people there. . gosh why so many people on weekdays?? So dissapointed to see so many children 'ponteng' school !! aigh..Dont da parents teach them not to ponteng school??*Sigh*

its like super dissapointing to see so many humans there cus then we have to line up for every game there.. so yeah we didnt get to play much cus besides the so many ppl, during lining up for our third ride Go Kart

.. and its like so going to be our turn but it started to rain and they close all outdoor rides.. Gosh we are darn unlucky men!! then again we like kinda lost our way back indoor!!

we walk around doing nothing for half and hour except taking pictures under da mushroom!!

and yeah we took pictures, going toilet ( thats Dars), talking, lining up and walking around like some dungus more than we ride on rides...and yeah tats jus some random pictures while lining up or while walking around like dungus!!!

Dars and Li Hsia.. Say Cheese!! CLICK

Praise (me) and Van.. picture taken by Li Hsia!!

us and da fat fat Elephant.. Li Hsia, u shud take her for a jog every morning la!

Van not in the picture..hmm.. wonder where had she dissapear to??

sorry.. i sangat lazy to rotate the picture le..

oyah.. after that half an hour walking around ryte.. the rain finally stopped.. then we like so darn happy.. lining up for our next ride Pirate Ship..we got a nice place n first to ride on the ship after the rain and

Li Hsia also help to promote the ship.. ' People please come in' and again suddenly.. it started rain again!!! aigh!! Malang tak berbau!!

so finally we went back indoor.. and lining up for a 4d violent movie!! while lining up ryte... there is one darn cute little girl in front of us.. sebab that la Li Hsia, Vanessa and Dars. pergi kacau dia except me ( i am da innocent one :P) until she cry.. aigh!!

candid shot : the cute little girl and vanessa playing the starring game!! or shud i say its actually love at first sight( cinta pandangan pertama)??lolz

Anyway.. da 4d movie wasnt dat nice also.. and darn voilent.. alot of skelleton and killing and dont really make any sense also..

then later while we were lining up for the bumper car... when again almost reach our turn some aunty and her kids cut our queue. Darn it!! we now have to wait another round!!

Oyah.. that aunties rite ltr one of them ar.. always get stuck in the corner wan.. darn funny wan u know!! people play bumper car to bang people.. she play bumper car to learn parking!!!lolz

maybe she didnt even pass her driving la!! and i felt so sorry for her... but

Aunty if u ever get to read this..

I really pity you but Gambate!!! on your parking and driving..maybe you will pass one day if u learn not to cut ppls queue next time!!! Here is my tip for you pls read you undang2!!

Finally, the rain it over and da sun is shinning again but darn it, its already 3 sumting pm.

we didn get to ride on all the rides there tho.. cus theres still so many humans there!! then we decided to ride on the Dragon Coaster but then when we reach there..pulak the guy say temp. under maintenance!! Aigh!! maybe because the guy got face problem la.

even we didn get to ride on our last ride The Cyclone.. we line up for so darn long but at last also didn get to ride on it cus we like so have to leave the place d!

Li Hsia and her brother leave the place first cus they are taking the 6.00pm bus. and yeah we sit diffrent bus going back..to KL

thats our tired leg on the cable car's window or is it call a gandola i think.. tired legs tat walk the whole of genting theme park but only ride on few rides!! may be the legs are not tired but just darn dissapointing!!

Nevermind its okay.. we can cum here again when we got no class!!

thats Vanessa, so darn tired after riding on all the rides konnonnya (riding on all the rides!!) Lullaby.. say goodnite.. and sweet dreams ya!!

tagged by Bianca..

Instructions : Remove ONE question from below , and add in your personal question , make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged .Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all .
1. Are u hot tempered?
-- OopSs..its confession time.. yes, i am (quite la i guess)


2. What's is/are your talent(s)?
--good taste( winks),creative and a little musically incline. hehe..


3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
--Itali, ohh yeah.. its sexy and romantic ^_^


4. friends or family ?
-- can i choose both ar? but i will go with family le..


5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
--Yeah i do.. it always reminds me of God's covernant with Noah.. that that he will never flood the whole earth again.. :D


6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
--friends.. without them, i will be a loner.. :(


7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-- of course shopping,shopping and shopping, and launch my own music album!!!


8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-- He confess to me first la..it would be a turn off to sum guy if girls make the first move..


9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-- Bianca, friendly, straight forward and fun.. luv me gurl..


10. What are the requirement(s) that you wish from your other half?
-- he will have to be a christian,plays at least one musical instrumance ( if he sings that would be hawt!!),makes good impression and at least have little good taste ( so can be my shopping buddy!!)


11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
-- i dont hate anybody.. but i dislike really annoying people .


12. How much u love your friends?
--very much..higher than the sky and deeper than the ocean.. chehwa..konnonnya la.. but seriously i do love them lots.. ( say awwwhhh...)


13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or wound you rather they keep
quiet?
-- haha it would depands.. but if what ppl say is the true then i will accept it tho the truth hurts..:)


14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-- err..almost everything..


15. If there's an option, what would u like to do in the future?
--i will most likely be an accountant d.. but if i have the choice to choose my future i would like to be involve in the music industry or fashion


16. What makes you feel happy?
-- doing my fav. things, hanging out with friends


17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
-- being a perfectionist.. :/


18. What is the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
--that if u got 60 and below in t5 and t8 in CAT, you will most likely to fail twice in ACCA.. omg


19. What makes you feel disappointed?
-- getting not so good result...


20. What are you addicted to?
-- shopping, music, sleeping, movies..

tagged fwens,
-Nithia-
-May Yan-
-Rayven-
-Chin Lee-

its all coming back to me now

hmm.. what i wanna say? sitting down on the edge of my bed , listening to music , suddenly its all coming back to me now. Looking myself in the mirror and i saw this girl, it seems like i used to be her best buddy but now maybe she has change alot. Yeah, maybe part of it she change for the better but i don't seems to know her as i used to be before.

I know, I know, things around her has changed and it is impossible for her not to change. But her spiritual life too? Yeah maybe. or should is say yes? I still remember a friend once told her before that, as you grow older and more mature, it is hard to maintain and to keep the fire burning bright.

She didn believe it at first cus she thought that if her foundation is firm she will never fall and the fire will continue to burn brightly.

hah.. what she say is true but that only apply if she continue to keep her ground firm but what if now that her ground is shakey and unstable and it is hard to keep her feet on the ground? She could just fall anytime. Oh yeah, now she believe what her friend had told her was actually true.

Life for her is not easy at all or should i say, that keeping her foundation firm is not easy at all.By the way, she loves her life, she loves going to college and she loves her friends. but maybe thats the main reason she has changed. college influences. busyness, tiring days , entertainment and all that, has made her drifted away from what and from whom she once loved and passionate about.

maybe, maybe there is still hope if she is willing to change and to start building on her foundation again but still its up to her! There is no more spoon feeding, she has to make her own decision. So what will be her decision? I dont know.

Here is her prayer...
Dear, Lord.
I know that i have changed alot but deep inside of me i dont want my relationship with you to change. I know and realize that things sometimes will never be the same again but still i dont want to lose my relationship with you. Maybe i am lost and i need your guidance, your light to show me the way back to the right path. So if you're there then show it to me even right now.
Amen.

btw.. that girl i am talking about is me..

haha.. read this, funny sia..its a horney tho' lolz

Deleting the past..

soundtracks-how did i fall in love with you by Backstreet boys
-heartbreak lullaby by A*teens
-cry by rihanna
-over yo u by chris daughtry

i need to start deleting my inbox d. gosh, it know its hard but i need to let go.sigh! why am i still thinking of that dude when college got even better guy and more hawtter guy than him? it already almost a year already but some how sometimes i still do think of him..especially when i am listening to those emo songs or his fav. songs. (looking at the inbox nw) and especially now the damn song is playing wait for you by elliot yamin. making me even more emo. now!

i still had those msg that he send to me when i was still in high school.. ironic ryte? i will delete anibody msg except his. tho its like sudah lama wan.. but i am going to delete it to day.tho the msg means lots to me or shud i say in the past it used to be that meaningful to me? i am reading the msges one last time and i am going to delete it.

seriously, i am wondering why sudah like a year in college and there so many more better guys than him but i still cant seems to get over him.. its not like the Praise that i know that get over someone really fast when she meets someone new..lolz (hah..thats me) maybe cus he is the guy that i really into and he it the only guy i cried for when its over (sigh..deleting another msg)

i know this sounds really stupid.. i wanted to try to get somebody to replace him.. i tot he made a good replacement but some how i realize at last that i am just using him and that i mayb hurting his feelings also cus somehow for now nobody can take his place cus they are not him...

maybe cus there's lots of sweet memories of us together and thats why its harder to let go but i cant go on like this...i know its totally over and that i should move on with my life, stop wasting time on that dude! sigh..another msg deleted

delete,delete,...delete...delete...delete..delete,delete... and delete,delete..delete...

gosh, sumthing wrong with me la first say i must forget him by deleting all the msges he sent me and now lagi i wrote a lyric without the tune for him..but mayb cus i could express my feelings better in musics and also the lyrics.

so here is the one last song for that guy (hopefully) :

My Last Goodbye

been missing you lately,

been thinking of you

cos ever since that we're apart,

u left me all alone crying,

i tried to control myself

but i sill cant stop but missing you

baby you're still inside my heart

chorus.

cus when i am with you,

cant help falling for you

and everytime you held my hands

i hope that you will never

let it go

all the time we spent together

talking till dawn

baby, if i could

i wanna be by your side

once again...

till then this would be

my last goodbye to you.

i guess thats the whole song, i may add or change the words but i need to find a tune for it first. Sorie its tha way i express my emoness. thru songs..n thats why my songs usually based on feelings.

deleteing again...its time to really forget you.

all your msges being deleted..( it hurts like crap.. but maybe it for the better) hopefully..

talking bout hunkz...

gosh.. sorie le i feel bit retarded today..or shud i say this few days i alwis talk bout boyz in college. and now in the blog.lolz

so far how many or pweety/hawt/notty or sexay dudes i kno in college? still not enough la! heck, why acca so hard to find hawt dudes wan.. got lotsa pweety gurls tho. :) still then the hawtest guy i know in college is none other then Mr.T. darn friggin hawt and sexy too hah.. :P picture perfect.. smart,hawt,handsome. but sad, he is not chinese leh..:( still remember when i had convo. wit him..

T: hey, how r ya?

P: (gettin excited)fine.. just bored sitting in SC .

T: owh.. it aint that bad.. listen to mus ic as u work.. its so cool..

P:yeah.. (smiles)

T:hey u like purple?

P: yup..purple.. who did u know btw?

T: cus u got lotsa purple clothing ( actually i oni had a few)

P:wow.. so u're really observant huh..

T :(sexy smile )u got really nice and white teeth too..

P:(flattered) awwwhh.. thanks

T:how many time you brush it? 5 or 6?

P: nooo..just twice..mayb its genetic lolz.

on and on...

men, i need to stop talking too much bout guys already.

oyah, i forgot i havent bathe yet.lolz need to go bathe now and then start nerding.. just hope i dun fall asleep again lolz.. shud i go for CF camp? tomoro its the last day to let michie know..hmm.. maybe i shud or maybe i shuldn..shud
i?

am i making a big mistake?

sigh..seriously i cant believe it that i failed my costing paper in my progress test. i really.. thought that i did quite well and confident that i will get good marks but i really learnt that i shouldn't be too confident and to really read the question properly.

i am really darn sad that i failed cus of sum stupid mistake i made.. all its jus carelessness and not reading the question carefully.. i took things too lightly and it cause me to lose lotsa marks.. just because of careless mistakes nt that i dont know how to do..

but then again this really makes me think again whether do i really wanna become an accountant or auditor in the future. It's not about i feel like giving up now cus i failed for a test.. but its about my future whether its my passion or not.

the truth is that i never like accounting but i have to force myself to like it cus i am studing it. being an accountant was the last option i would choose as my career path. Not only that i felt that myself but my friends and some people around me felt the same thing that i am not accounts type of person..they are nt being mean cus its the fact. Some thought i am more eligibe to become a lawyer or some mass comp or design or music kind of person and accounts is totally oppersite of it.

then why did i choose it? actually cus half of the reason is that i wanna please my parents and another reason cus its more practical than other course i wanna study. i dont see myself as an accountant in future and being one scares me. but i have no other choice cus it alredy the career path that i chose. hopefully i am not making ani mistakes or regret the decision have already made.

sigh.. i really don't know.. i am confuse right now..maybe i shouldnt think so much and just continue with my course and just be an acc when i graduate any way ,accountants pay is quite good tho.but then that would also mean that i need to forgo my passion and my dream job and to stay focus on what i am doing now and to do my best. well maybe its the best soultion to it..

beauty sleep

OMG.. at last i finally got my beauty sleep. Ahh.. but the sad thing is that i cant sleep now.. cus i slept the whole day 2day.. gosh i feel like a pig and my bed is so nice..and i dont want to be separated from it.

and i also havent finish any of my homework yet..but tomoro still can do cus class starts late lolz. or maybe i will do later if suddenly i become rajin. but that rarely happens lolz. cus after blogging i wanna read my CLEO mag.. yeah!! finally Praise is bored of seventeen!! CLEO roxx. i am starting to love CLEO

finally

Finally, finally and finally i done wit da whole moral presentation tinggi. Gosh.. all the hard work, sleepless nights,headache, 'smooky eyes' and its all done now. YAY!!!!but then hack again cus now i have to start studing for finals. gosh, its a never ending of natural smooky eyes though i still prefer the artifical wan.

Sigh, then again before the presentation while i was still at home, i played my guitar. its my anti-stress and anti-depresant drug. well as i was play my guitar, suddenly i broke my pick. and its my fav. one.:( tho i can still buy it but still aku sakit hati la. maybe cus too tension d thats why i ter-broke my pick. blame it all on moral project. Moral subject ca oni for orang tak bermoral la.. i think i am moral enough d lol (ego starts to show!!!)

And then today i swam.. lolx.. so nice to swim la tho hack i cant swim that many labs as i used to last time.. i oni can swim one lab and then break then do another lab.. its not continous want. :( so sad.. i guess i need to swim more la. owh ya, swimming is also one of my anti-depresant drug. I KNO i got lotsa drug.. but good drug.. SHOPPING juga drug saya.. tho i spent lotsa money on that but hey.. I am a gurl and thats wut gurls do THEY SHOP!!! and shop again.

sudah pukul 4am la ni aku mesti pergi tidur..i ve been sleeping darn late lately. thats why now got pimples growing and got 'smooky eyes' d la.. i need lotsa beauty sleep now.. so buzz off i am going to hit the sack now!! ( i am still good in idioms ya KNOOO!!)

wondering...

well,its my second post.. i wanted to change my blog skin but i cant find da skin i wanted.. may be i am alwis picky thats why!! gosh i have to change not to be that picky.

ok fine, change topic..well i was really wondering does everybody change that fast?well i really got no clue bout that..mayb i was still kinda upset when somebody once i really quite look up to and trust change so much..seriously i tot eventho we dont see each other in a long time but sume how at least he should not forget me that fast

thats the reason why i really hate to trust ppl some times..cus they never kept their word. gosh y am i feeling so emo now?? humph... but seriously i really miss that friendship i really wish it dosent have to change.. sometimes it seem lik i dont even know who he is now. owh well, of couse i dont know him now.

well i dont hate him or angry..err or i shud say a lil angry but i dun think i shud blame it all on him it was my fault also cus i didnt maintain the friendship.i was too caught up with my college life and other stuff until i realize that it was too late cause our friendship have drifted apart. somehow i just has this feeling that our friendship can never be as close as last time cause even if i really wanted it to, i think i too late maybe half of the reason is that cause it is better to stay that way. i dont want to be close to a friend who has change so much.. it is much better if we remain as aquaintance.

Gosh.. i am too caught up with those thinking stuff until i forgot its time to bathe.. i need to go and bathe now..

ah..NEw bloG..

Hah..finally i got my new blog..gosh i took real long time ok.. no i mean it took me awhile to create blogspot but before deciding to use blogspot i was using blogdrive and HELL i hate blogdrive..got lotsa problem.
Aniway yeah i know its veri empty but i will update it veri soon..i curi tulang cumming on9 in the mids of studing for my exam 2moro.. so TAK ADA MASA to update everything now.. so ttyl.. AKU NAK PERGI NERDING SKRANG!!